I wish I could tell everyone how I'm feeling right now. I'm not ready for this though, perhaps sometime in the future. Maybe I'm not that sad, but this feeling gets to me when I overslept. I lost half a day, wasn't able to make it to the library or go out today. I feel like like calling up a friend, Gayle, Nguyen or Christina. Well, but I think the person who would understand me is DP. He's not here right now, moving I suppose. The last time I talked to him was two nights ago, but things have happened since then. It'll be nice having him closer by, maybe we could walk to school together again. What a nice thought. Usually I have him to talk about everything to, but it's a wait. School's starting again. I'm not looking forward to it. I'll get out of the domm and gloom. I do have people who care, even if there was a point where I wasn't talking to them. KN has sound advice. Things have to move on, no one says I shouldn't cry. People don't think I cry or have feelings. You're wrong, I cry and have emotions. I feel like sharing them, but it gets me vunerable. I'm too myself these days about my emotional state. Overall I'm alright. The process I'm going through is normal. No blame, no shame. All I need is time to get away. This song, I in no way relate to. It's just catchy.