To Love, To Hide and Avoid
Wednesday, July 2, 6:31 PM
This really isn't me. It doesn't feel like it. I'm back in PE class, up and going. I feel appreciated that people asked me how yesterday was for me. I realise a good amount of things can be accomplished in a day. I feel like it's been a good day, but I could've gone and done more. Everytime I have the time to go to the Tully library, I convince myself there's something better to be done with my time. I don't like that. I should go. I don't mind at MLK, that I'm with all these new people. I actually enjoy it. Everyone's nice. I don't know what's keping me from going back to the Tully library, especially since I know the Tues and Weds house are from 108. I could easily make it there! I haven't given up on any projects. I'm managing my weeks efficently well. I am often on task, and almost completed most of my summer workload. This feels like, I'm avoiding the chance to fall into a crazy crush again. And, that doesn't feel like. Where is Kathy, the hopeless romantic? On the side note, I am happy and proud of how hardworking my team is. They're dedicated to getting the supplies before next Monday, when we are supposed to build our floating device, "boat". We anteed money up for the boat. I hope one of my teammates will be able to hit Walmart this weekend. Personally, I can't stand that place. I'll keep out of there thank you. I also, need to get smaller bills. It doesn't come in handy when I take the bus. I should've asked my father when he drove me several times today. Or, better yet, I need a monthly bus pass. I'll get off my lazy bum, and spend even less time at home! Elena came home. She was at my house. Her dad didn't give her permission to go with my to MLK, too bad. She brought me souvieners from Disneyland. I would've gone with them, but summer school conflicted with the plan. So a note to myself,
"Kathy, keep being who you are. You have never been afraid of trying or going after something because it was too hard, too difficult; only because you were too lazy. You are a motivated person, so show it! "Don't stop now.
