Relieved to be Heard
Saturday, March 29, 3:15 PM
No. No, I don't want to sit on my bed wondering how the week will turn out. I don't want to wait for a miracle to occur. I'll be doing things today. I just want to be happy for a bit, distracting myself with semi-useless tasks. I'd like for people to mope with me for a bit and ask me if I'm alright. I hope I can cry with them, but hey, I don't think it'd really help. I wouldn't see that as productive either. I woke up early for a day like this. I met a new person and that made today nice. I volunteered to walk with the 17 people in the Lunar New Year walk today, representing the SCV Red Cross chapter. It's alright that not too many people came. We can all represent a school or two. I would've like for someone to really talk to during the walk; and maybe hold my hand? But they weren't there; it's okay, I just didn't ask them about it. I still think about what went down two days ago. The walk today was good exercise. We went through that route twice, when Kendrick's dad dropped us off in the other park. Now, I'm back home. Relaxing, barely actually. I submitted two decent scores of a modified game following the style of Bejeweled. I feel ready to nap, but is there time? I'm supposed to be manning the snack stand at Andrew Hill with the other badminton tourney volunteers in an hour. Ah, I'll settle for a 15 minute nap. Thank you all.
