Kawaii Laughter
Wednesday, April 23, 5:51 PM
I knew I forgot something. Oh well, that makes my Friday free. There will be other times and I don't mind waiting for next year to ask a guy to Sadie's. I really forgot to ask, but anyways it makes me happy knowing he'd say yes if I did. The wind was hard when I was walking home today; it made me think more. I really forgot didn't I? This was pretty much a nice day. In the morning, I was unexpectedly all smiley, but I felt even better when school was done. I'm a bit fatigued. I have more assignments now, it's sort of lame. CAT or whatever testing is next week. I'm hecka ready. Odd? Yes, but I think I can do well. I excell on some parts, on others I don't. I am not working on improving it, why? I think my efforts are better put into other things. My angst towards "double dipping/testing the water" people is silly. I do have a right to ignore them, and there's nothing wrong about not liking everyone. It still isn't comparable to when I was 9 and hated all of humanity. I just realised pretending annoying people don't exist, really helps! It's okay, I'm not the only person annoyed. I found that out, and I think it makes me feel better. Though, most people don't even care. I care too much, sometimes its better being ignorant. Really, prove me otherwise! I love Nguyen even more this week. I know we can't hang out as often as we used to, but I don't mind. I just know we have each others back. I love Gayle for the buddy I can always talk to. Life is good. Who cares how many times I say that, and how many times I don't say that? It's not trite!
It's fine that I have work to do. I can still fine time to do what I want, not what everyone is doing. I'm glad Danh wants to include me in the Pizza plan; I miss being with the buddies. The weather changes so frequently, even for one day. It rained last night and the sky was very gloomy this morning. Then in the afternoon, it got brighter, and later windy. If you would've asked me to swim at 9am, I would've refused. The case when tutorial came, I would've gone. I forgot to blog yesterday didn't I? I had so much fun going to Overfelt. I saw some portables with Leadership Public school and I wondered if Marryanne goes to this campus. They had so many tennis courts too, I couldn't help admire. I got to talk to Jennifer about our love of food. Nguyen nagged me about going to MB. It was funny, her stance was that I got to eat good food. I simply stated, I wasn't going to attend unless some cute boy asks me. It went on and on. I've got this small scheme, of getting boys not to ask me. I think it will work just fine. I'm sort of being a cheapskate you could say. Once again, being at the badminton game was fun. I had enough time to change since the last class was just PE. I think the game I remembered most was Ngoc's game, he flat-out beat his opponent. Even moreso then the home game where we played Overfelt. I got to stare at a pretty person. Boy, girl, whatever; but Libras admire beauty. Of course, I don't want to freak out a person by going up to them and confessing my love for their beauty. That is way off. Compliments are fine, but I still like my distance.
