Fatigued
Saturday, April 5, 8:23 PM
And so I went to Science Olympiads. Duy picked me up at my house. Louie came too? It was filled with boring activities like taking many tests, no multiple choice! At the end there was this lady, Arlene Blum, talking about flame retardants being harmful to our health. She also climbed the world's top peaks as well. Andrew Hill did poorly, I was hungry. I got home really tired. I took a nap after following research on the Green science policy. I should do homework. Hey, I saw Kevin from sixth grade today. He looked super happy going up there and grabbing his friends' medals. I hope tomorrow goes better, at least I got out of the house. Tomorrow, I'll run and then I'll be baking with Nguyen. We need to celebrate Eric's way overdue birthday.I want to just pause life. I miss having some boy to obsess over. It's gone now and what's my motivation of going to school. I do want a decent education, but I feel so lost at the moment. I napped today when I was relaxed, but I woke up feeling miserable. I just want to find someone who accepts me as I would to them. I'm not looking for a relationship, but I don't want this one-sided crush. I feel dreadful.
