Way Back into Me
Friday, January 4, 8:41 PM
I was planning to break my heart today. Possibly, well or to....Seek the truth, I had a mission for the truth. It didn't work out, I woke once more and felt a sudden hopelessness with the weather. I was home, and at 3, I called Gayle. I would finally take charge of my own life. I didn't want to be a sad person in 2008, I was ready to do something before everything passes me by. I know people care about me, and the radio's helped. No more sad songs, happy songs filled with memories. I met Gayle at the library, and I saw this YB boy again. We finally talked, and perhaps we'll be seeing more of each other; he's been around the library alot. The weather was crazy, but it didn't affect my neighborhood. Apparently other people were'nt as fortunate, and their electricity was cut. Their blocks were flooded. David, well came back from Lake Tahoe just before a blizzard came. I'm glad to have him back. The library was relaxing, we talked as always. We need more places to be. I remember being in San Fran and introducing ourselves to so many contacts. Oakridge afterwards, it was a long car ride with brilliant conversation. Both places we've been to was so empty, but I always managed to see familiar faces. We met more people, and Gayle got on Facebook at the Apple store before going home. We had Cheetos, Subways and a iced tea lemonade before departing. I got home, able to relax. I didn't waste all this week being depressed. I'm glad.
